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i respect these people, all of these pics are a link from me to you saying LOOK AT THIS ARTIST'S ART, and this happens to be my fav from them.

that didnt make any sense at all...
  • Listening to: Kurage no Uta
  • Reading: Namaikizakari
  • Watching: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Playing: Hustle Cat
  • Eating: Spicy Italian Sausage!
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...

If this had been a year ago, I would have been lurking this site, ashamed and confused. A year ago I didn’t know a lot of things about myself, including my sexual orientation and even my gender identity. I thought I was totally cis and straight, and I was ashamed of it. Because it didn’t feel right and it didn’t feel good and I hated the way other people saw me because of it. 

Now I know that I’m actually genderfluid. I saw it in myself since I was a little kid, but brushed it off. Now that I can actually recognize it, it’s easier. I don’t like to make a big deal about it, and I don’t want to change anything of myself through medical stuff, so just continuing to use she/her pronouns is totally fine. Don’t worry about it. Even if I’m having a “dude day” I don’t want to make people change how they see me. Obviously this isn’t for everyone, and all genderfluid people should be respected no matter how they choose to present, but this is my personal way of dealing with it.

I’ve also come out as bisexual to my friends and family. Though it may be closer to polysexual? I’m still not sure on that one entirely. Androgynous people are pretty too. I have a boyfriend of 5 months and no plans to ever date a woman or anyone else, but it’s still something I had to deal with. The idea of being with a woman was terrifying to me, simply because I wanted to give birth someday. Now I know that’s silly, and women are suddenly much more attractive?? Needs more thought lol.

I am a white passing half Mexican genderfluid woman with ADHD and trichotillomania, committed to a boyfriend but attracted to more than just cis men, in an environment that is safe for me, and I still have trouble accepting all of me. If you are in a position to let others see who you are, it’s okay if you aren’t okay with showing them yet. And if you are not in that position, you are still 100% valid. No one is allowed to tell you that you are not.

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Freddy-kun
Kiwi L. Apple
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I really need to get an upgrade to premium so I can change my username to KiwiLApple. Freddy-kun has been a wonderful username for a long time, but I identify way more with KiwiLApple. It's my tumblr account as well :3
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2016 Surta
LOL it's time for a new drawing. Here's Surta Lieu, the main character of my original story, Kin:. He's gone through... a lot of changes lol. 
kiwilapple.tumblr.com/post/154… here's the link to the tumblr post with all of his past iterations on it lol. The first one is from 2007. I was twelve at the time. It's so nice to see how much I've grown.
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  • Listening to: Kurage no Uta
  • Reading: Namaikizakari
  • Watching: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Playing: Hustle Cat
  • Eating: Spicy Italian Sausage!
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...

If this had been a year ago, I would have been lurking this site, ashamed and confused. A year ago I didn’t know a lot of things about myself, including my sexual orientation and even my gender identity. I thought I was totally cis and straight, and I was ashamed of it. Because it didn’t feel right and it didn’t feel good and I hated the way other people saw me because of it. 

Now I know that I’m actually genderfluid. I saw it in myself since I was a little kid, but brushed it off. Now that I can actually recognize it, it’s easier. I don’t like to make a big deal about it, and I don’t want to change anything of myself through medical stuff, so just continuing to use she/her pronouns is totally fine. Don’t worry about it. Even if I’m having a “dude day” I don’t want to make people change how they see me. Obviously this isn’t for everyone, and all genderfluid people should be respected no matter how they choose to present, but this is my personal way of dealing with it.

I’ve also come out as bisexual to my friends and family. Though it may be closer to polysexual? I’m still not sure on that one entirely. Androgynous people are pretty too. I have a boyfriend of 5 months and no plans to ever date a woman or anyone else, but it’s still something I had to deal with. The idea of being with a woman was terrifying to me, simply because I wanted to give birth someday. Now I know that’s silly, and women are suddenly much more attractive?? Needs more thought lol.

I am a white passing half Mexican genderfluid woman with ADHD and trichotillomania, committed to a boyfriend but attracted to more than just cis men, in an environment that is safe for me, and I still have trouble accepting all of me. If you are in a position to let others see who you are, it’s okay if you aren’t okay with showing them yet. And if you are not in that position, you are still 100% valid. No one is allowed to tell you that you are not.

  • Listening to: Every Time We Touch by Cascada
  • Reading: Faaaaaaaaaaaanfiction
  • Watching: Jacksepticeye
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: something tasty I hope
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...
Got tagged by SuperArtNinja, feel free to do this if you like!

Basically gotta add 13 facts about myself and answer the questions, then pose 13 new questions.

Here we go!

1. I have two 20 lb cats named Joey and Tater.
2. I live with SuperArtNinja.
3. 我叫白鸽。我喜欢吃土豆。
4. I love watching Steven Universe.
5. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 4 months now and I love him.
6. I'm going to meet Yuri Lowenthal next week!
7. I love vanilla scented anything.
8. I'm still trying to get my damned webcomic, Kin:, off the ground.
9. I'm supposed to be gardening right now but I'm procrastinating.
10. My favorite animal is the bat.
11. My favorite pokemon is Espeon and I once defeated the Elite Four and the Champ in Pokemon Crystal with ONLY an Espeon named Dexter.
12. My favorite color is periwinkle (like the Blues Clues cat).
13. Ask me what The Trash is.

Time for SuperArtNinja's questions!

1. What character in fiction has been your biggest inspiration?
Probably Artemis Fowl. While I didn't follow the series as closely as say, Harry Potter, it's the one that's stuck with me the hardest, far more than HP ever did.
2. How do you like your coffee (if you drink it, if not, what do you drink?)?
I need that with like, 4 creams and like, 6 sugars. (Daddy, I want it black!)
3. What is your ideal drawing situation/ set up?
Honestly, I love livestreaming, so put me somewhere where people can ask me questions and watch what I do.
4. How do you motivate yourself to draw?
Scream.
5. How would you describe your room?
A horrible, horrible mess.
6. What country do you most want to visit?
IRELAND. Any day. Take me back there, forever.
7. What criticism would you give yourself the most art wise?
Figures!! Proportions and shapes are hard, don't fucking slack off on it.
8. If you could shapeshift into any animal, what would it be?
Surprisingly, not a bat? I want to be a duck.
9. What is your favorite Nintendo IP?
P-Probably Pokemon...
10. Do you have anything you consider "lucky"?
Right now? A 2 dollar bill in my purse, but I'm gonna get rid of it. It cost me my fucking job, the shit.
11. What do you think your greatest art achievement is? 
img02.deviantart.net/b6df/i/20… dat sweater tho
12. What movie has inspired you most?
I. Fucking. Love. Meet the Robinsons.
13. What music do you listen to when drawing?
Anything without words, like techno or house music.

Here's my 13 questions:

1. Who is your shit waifu?
2. What meal do you use to test if a restaurant is good?
3. Name your favorite robot.
4. What book have you read the most times?
5. Have you ever lost a pet? 
6. What superpower would you want most?
7. What's your lucky number?
8. Did you eat breakfast today?
9. How do you feel about cats?
10. Describe the perfect date out.
11. If you could punch one person right in the eye with no consequences other than making that person feel really horrible, who would you punch?
12. Do you like the horror genre?
13. Do you play Pokemon GO?

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:iconcandlesmysterybox:
CandlesMysteryBox Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello Leezurd
dad no 
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2016
Hello?
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016
Hey
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016
Hello???
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Maria-Yamada Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ayyy, thank you for the llama! :3
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HGAStudios Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I've posted like mad today Freddy, I hope you're pleased :P
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Freddy-kun Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh yes, so many wonderful things!
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Sky-Fiamma Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
Happy Birthday :D
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Freddy-kun Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you!
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Sky-Fiamma Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
you're welcome :D
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