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2016 Surta :iconfreddy-kun:Freddy-kun 0 1
Literature
Namesake
Its leaves were the softest of greens, as though the dove and the olive had become one in the dawn that saw the ark to land, and how tiny! How diminutive! O, but each was a gift. The dove of the trunk, reaching gray for the light, each slim twig it had grown so diligently bowing to the earth by the weight of these leaves, their unassuming shape touching the air with the grace of their olive father, and I sought to hold them. To brush my fingertips through them. To turn them gently and marvel at the color, the texture. Yet a mere instant before my trembling hand met the equally agitated leaflets, swaying in the breeze as though of its own accord, I caught sight of the thorns hidden among them, lying in wait to sting the unwary. O, acacia, I pulled away from you, and knew in that instant that I had done you wrong, just as myself all these years. Recoiling from my own thorns, never realizing they are not ugly things, but beautiful ferocity, a desire to see the next day, to not be consumed
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Literature
Mr. Brightside Interpretation
My interpretation for The Killers' song, Mr. Brightside.
A Saturday night. He hadn't really expected to meet up with anyone. Let alone her.  He hadn't meant to find the one unavailable girl in all that time and space.
Colin was never one for being popular. Then again, he wasn't really even all that memorable. He certainly hadn't meant to fall for the beauty queen. Stella. She was so beautiful. He didn't know how to deal with it. He didn't know what he was supposed to do with the only non-lonely feelings he'd had all his adult life. Then she met Derek and his chances were gone, just like that. He shrank back into his tiny bubble of introverted isolation. It was all he could do not to cry.
A Saturday night. His first attempt. He had decided that he couldn't do it anymore. He had to do… something. So he went out. On his own. He went to a new place, one where he knew no one, and he tried. He came out of the cage he'd hidden himself in all his life, and he smiled. He l
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Literature
-Title Here- Pt 1
Kayla yawned and sat up in bed. Today was the very first day of being an adult, a graduated student. She relished the thought of having all that time stretched in front of her, with no obligations to speak of yet. There was a graduation party that night, but other than that, smooth sailing.
She pulled herself out of bed and stretched, catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror. Long legs and auburn hair framing green eyes. Who wouldn't want a piece of that? Too bad she wasn't up for grabs tonight. She was meeting someone. They weren't exactly graduated, but she had made sure they would be at the party. Kayla pulled her hair into a ponytail and started her search for something to wear. Down went the dresses and skirts. Down went the tight jeans she so loved but didn't feel like wearing in this heat. Shorts weather. Shorts and a tank that just barely hinted at midriff. Perfect. Throwing the on, she got out her special greek sandals and held them by their straps while she went downstairs
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Literature
The TARDIS Makes A Choice
After that awkward conversation, the Doctor sat in the TARDIS, pondering. He had many things to ponder, after all. He was going to be a father? He'd been a father of sorts before... A lifetime ago. She'd been sweet… and too much like him. It hurt his hearts to remember her and the violence that had befallen her.
He sighed and laced his fingers, resting his chin on them. Could he possibly deal with another child? It wasn't too late to change history… was it? His brow furrowed. To go and change something that could become monumental to his timestream… It could easily rip a hole in the universe. Furthermore… Could he do that to River? She'd seemed so happy. She truly wanted this child… He didn't think he could find it in himself to take that from her. Even if it hurt him.
Slowly the ancient man stood up and looked at his console. Leaning against the various switches, he gazed gently toward the center where he knew her soul lay.
"What do you think, old girl? We've
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Literature
A Woman for the Doctor
The first time the Doctor saw Jenny, he assumed she was a miracle, even though he usually did not believe in such things. Her soft red hair was filled with curls, and her mossy green eyes stared at him as if he were the most interesting creature in all the universe, small shell lips turned up at the corners. She was one of those few born with a smile on their mouths, but it was the Doctor who knew she had to be the most interesting creature in all the universe. Which was why the first words out of his mouth as he took her small, slender hands in his one big one were "Being very rusty at this sort of thing, you may forgive me if a very old man tears up at seeing something so strange and so beautiful."
He'd almost missed meeting her for the first time for the first time. While travelling alone one day, he happened upon an old home atop a hill. It was beautiful and quaint. The Doctor was drawn to it, perhaps a gentle urging by the TARDIS in bringing him to that hill. He'd had a lot on his
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Literature
Danger Days
Inspired by the album Danger Days: Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys by My Chemical Romance
~~~Na Na Na~~~
How could he have been so blind, he wondered later, after the epiphany struck in the rain slicked city. The tie strangling his throat had never before felt so tight. He had to escape. This wasn't what it was all about, not by a long shot. Staring down at the briefcase in his hand, his life's work, he was disgusted and ashamed. He threw it down into the muddy cobblestones. Dirty money that was clean, like this, was hypocrisy and a lie. If he would deal in dirty money, he would deal in dirty dirty money. Stripping the leash from his neck, the lone young man turned his back on the Company his father and his father before him had invested so much in and delved into the drugged, dirty-moneyed underworld.
He led an angry, dirty life. And it was exhilarating. Away from the Company, he found more of life. Danger, freedom, greed, lust, and dirty sin. Laws were broken, lives thre
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Literature
I Want Only You
I want to hold you when you cry...
I want to see you smile when you're happy...
I want to hear you laugh... forever...
I want to take care of you when you're sick...
I want to pick you up when you fall down...
I want to take you away from everything unhappy...
I want to carry you to everything you love...
I want to know everything about you.
I want to be everything I can for you...
I want to see everything you become...
I want to be there for every dream you achieve...
I want to be the one to walk toward you in white...
I want to see my babies call you daddy...
I want to hold you until we're old and silver haired with little rugrat grandkids surrounding us...
I want to lie beside you for enternity, even when all has become silence...
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i respect these people, all of these pics are a link from me to you saying LOOK AT THIS ARTIST'S ART, and this happens to be my fav from them.

that didnt make any sense at all...
  • Listening to: Kurage no Uta
  • Reading: Namaikizakari
  • Watching: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Playing: Hustle Cat
  • Eating: Spicy Italian Sausage!
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...

If this had been a year ago, I would have been lurking this site, ashamed and confused. A year ago I didn’t know a lot of things about myself, including my sexual orientation and even my gender identity. I thought I was totally cis and straight, and I was ashamed of it. Because it didn’t feel right and it didn’t feel good and I hated the way other people saw me because of it. 

Now I know that I’m actually genderfluid. I saw it in myself since I was a little kid, but brushed it off. Now that I can actually recognize it, it’s easier. I don’t like to make a big deal about it, and I don’t want to change anything of myself through medical stuff, so just continuing to use she/her pronouns is totally fine. Don’t worry about it. Even if I’m having a “dude day” I don’t want to make people change how they see me. Obviously this isn’t for everyone, and all genderfluid people should be respected no matter how they choose to present, but this is my personal way of dealing with it.

I’ve also come out as bisexual to my friends and family. Though it may be closer to polysexual? I’m still not sure on that one entirely. Androgynous people are pretty too. I have a boyfriend of 5 months and no plans to ever date a woman or anyone else, but it’s still something I had to deal with. The idea of being with a woman was terrifying to me, simply because I wanted to give birth someday. Now I know that’s silly, and women are suddenly much more attractive?? Needs more thought lol.

I am a white passing half Mexican genderfluid woman with ADHD and trichotillomania, committed to a boyfriend but attracted to more than just cis men, in an environment that is safe for me, and I still have trouble accepting all of me. If you are in a position to let others see who you are, it’s okay if you aren’t okay with showing them yet. And if you are not in that position, you are still 100% valid. No one is allowed to tell you that you are not.

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Freddy-kun
Kiwi L. Apple
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I really need to get an upgrade to premium so I can change my username to KiwiLApple. Freddy-kun has been a wonderful username for a long time, but I identify way more with KiwiLApple. It's my tumblr account as well :3
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2016 Surta
LOL it's time for a new drawing. Here's Surta Lieu, the main character of my original story, Kin:. He's gone through... a lot of changes lol. 
kiwilapple.tumblr.com/post/154… here's the link to the tumblr post with all of his past iterations on it lol. The first one is from 2007. I was twelve at the time. It's so nice to see how much I've grown.
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  • Listening to: Kurage no Uta
  • Reading: Namaikizakari
  • Watching: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Playing: Hustle Cat
  • Eating: Spicy Italian Sausage!
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...

If this had been a year ago, I would have been lurking this site, ashamed and confused. A year ago I didn’t know a lot of things about myself, including my sexual orientation and even my gender identity. I thought I was totally cis and straight, and I was ashamed of it. Because it didn’t feel right and it didn’t feel good and I hated the way other people saw me because of it. 

Now I know that I’m actually genderfluid. I saw it in myself since I was a little kid, but brushed it off. Now that I can actually recognize it, it’s easier. I don’t like to make a big deal about it, and I don’t want to change anything of myself through medical stuff, so just continuing to use she/her pronouns is totally fine. Don’t worry about it. Even if I’m having a “dude day” I don’t want to make people change how they see me. Obviously this isn’t for everyone, and all genderfluid people should be respected no matter how they choose to present, but this is my personal way of dealing with it.

I’ve also come out as bisexual to my friends and family. Though it may be closer to polysexual? I’m still not sure on that one entirely. Androgynous people are pretty too. I have a boyfriend of 5 months and no plans to ever date a woman or anyone else, but it’s still something I had to deal with. The idea of being with a woman was terrifying to me, simply because I wanted to give birth someday. Now I know that’s silly, and women are suddenly much more attractive?? Needs more thought lol.

I am a white passing half Mexican genderfluid woman with ADHD and trichotillomania, committed to a boyfriend but attracted to more than just cis men, in an environment that is safe for me, and I still have trouble accepting all of me. If you are in a position to let others see who you are, it’s okay if you aren’t okay with showing them yet. And if you are not in that position, you are still 100% valid. No one is allowed to tell you that you are not.

  • Listening to: Every Time We Touch by Cascada
  • Reading: Faaaaaaaaaaaanfiction
  • Watching: Jacksepticeye
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: something tasty I hope
  • Drinking: I'VE BEEN DRINKING??! that explains everything...
Got tagged by SuperArtNinja, feel free to do this if you like!

Basically gotta add 13 facts about myself and answer the questions, then pose 13 new questions.

Here we go!

1. I have two 20 lb cats named Joey and Tater.
2. I live with SuperArtNinja.
3. 我叫白鸽。我喜欢吃土豆。
4. I love watching Steven Universe.
5. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 4 months now and I love him.
6. I'm going to meet Yuri Lowenthal next week!
7. I love vanilla scented anything.
8. I'm still trying to get my damned webcomic, Kin:, off the ground.
9. I'm supposed to be gardening right now but I'm procrastinating.
10. My favorite animal is the bat.
11. My favorite pokemon is Espeon and I once defeated the Elite Four and the Champ in Pokemon Crystal with ONLY an Espeon named Dexter.
12. My favorite color is periwinkle (like the Blues Clues cat).
13. Ask me what The Trash is.

Time for SuperArtNinja's questions!

1. What character in fiction has been your biggest inspiration?
Probably Artemis Fowl. While I didn't follow the series as closely as say, Harry Potter, it's the one that's stuck with me the hardest, far more than HP ever did.
2. How do you like your coffee (if you drink it, if not, what do you drink?)?
I need that with like, 4 creams and like, 6 sugars. (Daddy, I want it black!)
3. What is your ideal drawing situation/ set up?
Honestly, I love livestreaming, so put me somewhere where people can ask me questions and watch what I do.
4. How do you motivate yourself to draw?
Scream.
5. How would you describe your room?
A horrible, horrible mess.
6. What country do you most want to visit?
IRELAND. Any day. Take me back there, forever.
7. What criticism would you give yourself the most art wise?
Figures!! Proportions and shapes are hard, don't fucking slack off on it.
8. If you could shapeshift into any animal, what would it be?
Surprisingly, not a bat? I want to be a duck.
9. What is your favorite Nintendo IP?
P-Probably Pokemon...
10. Do you have anything you consider "lucky"?
Right now? A 2 dollar bill in my purse, but I'm gonna get rid of it. It cost me my fucking job, the shit.
11. What do you think your greatest art achievement is? 
img02.deviantart.net/b6df/i/20… dat sweater tho
12. What movie has inspired you most?
I. Fucking. Love. Meet the Robinsons.
13. What music do you listen to when drawing?
Anything without words, like techno or house music.

Here's my 13 questions:

1. Who is your shit waifu?
2. What meal do you use to test if a restaurant is good?
3. Name your favorite robot.
4. What book have you read the most times?
5. Have you ever lost a pet? 
6. What superpower would you want most?
7. What's your lucky number?
8. Did you eat breakfast today?
9. How do you feel about cats?
10. Describe the perfect date out.
11. If you could punch one person right in the eye with no consequences other than making that person feel really horrible, who would you punch?
12. Do you like the horror genre?
13. Do you play Pokemon GO?

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CandlesMysteryBox Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello Leezurd
dad no 
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2016
Hello?
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016
Hey
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tybo4god Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016
Hello???
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Maria-Yamada Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ayyy, thank you for the llama! :3
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HGAStudios Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I've posted like mad today Freddy, I hope you're pleased :P
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Freddy-kun Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh yes, so many wonderful things!
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Sky-Fiamma Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
Happy Birthday :D
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Freddy-kun Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you!
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Sky-Fiamma Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
you're welcome :D
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